NEWLY

a new me..
a new beginning..
everythg shud be new in dis year..
hw shud i do 2 make myself new??
hehe..
change a new hairstyle?but i dare not..
change my inner side??but hw 2 change ler..
change 2 be vr obedient??change 2 be well-disciplined??
change 2 be focusing??
haha..i guess nobd wud bliv me tat i wil change into tat kind of person ba..
or mayb i shud change my lifestyle..
or attitude towards thgs around me..?
dis wud be a vr gud idea..
anyway,im learning to change..
n im thkin how..

lost of directions

im getting myself out of any directions..feeling lost..
wat shud i do actuali??
haiz..i thk i had done a big mistake..

dis is my depression moment..
quite sad abt things tat happened around me recently..
being blacklisted..hv 2 confront v all those idiotic hypocrit ppl around me..n face all those shit nonsence..
stress which is imposed on me by school..teachers...
rili turn me into a diff person d..
obstacles r gettin me mad soon..

thkin back abt my past..
i rili missed tat time whn i was small..
whn i was in my previous sch..
tat moment is jz so relaxing n enjoyable~
haha..

wat past has passed..
i noe i shud nt dwell in my past d but to be tough~
i wun gv up so easily..
I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY STUDY..NO TIME FOR PLAYIN ANYMOR..
tats it..
wat shud i do now is gv myself time..( duno hw mn times shud i repeat dis..i rili nd time lo,haha )
out of mind..out of anythg tat buggin me..
hoping tat time wil cure..hehe..

k..so hope all my probs will be diminished in dis holiday..
yes..!! n im gonna pia again..~
* D heart~
(study hard)..hehe..
but life is nt jz abt study..
i wun be a nerd by d same time..blek~
OOYA..N BACKSTABBERS ALL MOVE ASIDE FROME ME..
I WIL IGNORE U ALL..
hehe..nite~

spring season

kinda love dis spring..
love d tender wind..love d atmosphere..

hehe~esp can buy lots of stuff !! eat alot of biscuits..cookies..XXXXXXXX!!
YAHOO~HOORAY~
n hopefully can put down all my stress n problems temporarily ba~
all shoo~~v d wind tgh~blown~yes!!



i can"t wait!!muahaha~



gtg..tonnes of hmk waitin thr..TT~

INDEPENDENTLY ^^

im MYSELF..
i belong to no one..
im just me..
ok??get dis??

im happy to be myself..
HEHE..

J-E-A-L-O-U-S

jealousy has no cure..
sry 4 creatin so much jealousy~

i cnt stand heard u cryin 4 me..
nt worth 4 dis..u noe?
rili guilty~

nw i settled dis d..
but is dis d end of my probs or its jz d start?

hopefully i can get rid of dis vr vr soon..
RETURN MY HAPPYNESS BACK TO ME..

emo-ing

kinda emo these days..
wats happenin..
y cnt thr be eternal happiness..
everytime lidis wan..sien~
evrtime i fall into a dilemma..
i hope tat cud be solved by an easier way..
sum1 plz lead me..


nono..i cnt be lidis anymor..
FOCUS ON MY STUDY FIRST..

chill myself up..zzz.~
hw pretty lame stuff its me..



u said u wun hurt me..
but nobd hurted me but oni u..
who r d one hurt me d most..

critical point

whr is my critical point??
is thr whr i stood nw??

i thk yes..
altough dis is nt wat i hope..
when cn i regain my freedom bak??

i had been missing d past~~

dis is my way of releasing stress

RELEASE STRESS??!!

D BEST WAY IS BY PLAYIN!!

erm..dis is 4 sum1 4 desired 2 appear on my blog owiz..

finally i fulfil his dream d...

here u r..

MING ANN IN L6 SC ALPHA :

who keep insistin tat he looks emo whn takin pic

but mmg looks emo la in dis pic

try 2 snatch my darling phone from me

c la..termenung thr

Kla..stop fooling around d la..

hope ming an wont mind..=p

My stress is released tat way!!

~story~

i cn c a story in ur eyes:


.....
...........
after a long period of interaction between d oyster wif d pearl..
d oyster finally revealed the ugly thruth of d pearl one day..
it cn strongly feel tat d closer it gettin wif tat pearl..
d mor it doesn"t und it..
it even felt tat d pearl is a stanger..though their relationship might be close..
from d physical view..d pearl might looks perfect~
but thr"s lie another side of d pearl....
d pearl mayb cheatin on d oyster from d beginning~~
dissappointment of d oyster towards d pearl grows stonger day by day..
in d wake of dis..
d oyster found tat sands around it r important although they might be minor..
d sands actuali r those which rili care abt it..
d sincerity is true..though it nvr realise abt it b4..even neglectin them..
d oyster starts appreaciating them 4 owiz be thr 4 it..
decision plays in its mind..
it decides 2 walk out from d shadows of d pearl..
since d faith in d pearl ad fade..
it will step out from it..soon..
n will b managed 2 do so..
................
( adapted from xxxxxx)







no one und wat i typed i guess..
hehe~~

unexpected~

erm..
im wonderin y dis year of secondary life gt lots of thgs tat i nvr expected??
so diff from wat i thought of owiz..
n lots of conflicts appear following dis..


ARGG!!
I WNA HAV FUN FOR DIS 2 YEARS DE LE..