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need you now

2010-10-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

to sumone i hate so much so much

2010-06-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

i nvr knew you..
n i hope i nvr know u b4..
it"s d worst mistake i had ever done in my entire life..do u noe..
knowing u is d worst thg in my life..
guess u duno tat i rili hate u so much so much..
doesn"t it enuf torturing me 4 such a long period..
until i lost almoz evrythg..
i wil nvr regret abt wat i decided now..
n i wil nvr forget wat u did 2 me..
pls..dun thk i duno..dun thk tat im an idiot..
fooled by you lk a kid..
i jz wan u 2 noe tat..
watever u did..god saw it..god knew it..
u wil nvr run away from it..
n anyone who supposed 2 know wil know wat "GOOD THG" had u done..

送給那些經常笑，但不經常開心的人...

2010-06-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

總有一些人，

他們看上去整天都很開心，

沒有煩惱，

像個小孩，

好多人都會羨慕他們，

但其實不是這樣的。

他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，

更沒有能力一個人獨處，

因為當夜深人靜的時候，

他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，

坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強，

因為在別人看來，

他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，

但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，

只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、

快快樂樂的活著，

期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，

希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。

即使別人小小的意見，

也會另他們難過好久，

他們真的真的很介意，

介意自己不被人喜歡。

因為，

他們總是為別人想的很多，

對別人總是比對自己好；

把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，

喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣，

前一秒還傷心的流著淚，

後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，

已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。

有人說她們是向日葵，

是的，

他們在意的人就像是太陽，

在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，

而太陽照不到的背面，

那悲傷藏得那麽好，

不願被看見。

他們向往放縱自由的生活，

卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，

很累很累，

卻仍是心甘情願。

離自己的夢境越來越來遠，

不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。

只有面對最信賴的人時，

才會卸下盔甲，

委屈的流下眼淚。

因為在他們心裏，

笑就是開心，

哭就是難過，

接近就是喜歡，

遠離就是討厭。

但其實不是，

他們明白了，

心好傷，

眼淚就沒忍住。

哭過之後，

笑笑得擦幹眼淚，

說，

沒關系，

我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能，

好像總是不會有煩惱，

好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，

總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，

笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。

而面對自己的問題，

他們卻茫然無措，

面對自己的悲傷，

他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單，

說出來的就是心裏所想的，

肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，

無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。

所以，

請別記恨她們，

他們從不願傷害誰，

小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。

他們其實非常單純，

甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，

因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，

他們很容易受蠱惑，

請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，

因為一旦傷害了，

那就將永遠彌補不回來！

如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，

讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

listen 2 me.....

2010-06-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

y does dis world so dark.....
its rili rili dark..
i wish i could see even a glimpse of light....
2 gv me a piece of hope....

"Listen To Your Heart"

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.

I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.

You've built a love but that love falls apart.

Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heartwhen he's calling for you.

Listen to your heartthere's nothing else you can do.

I don't know where you're going

and I don't know why,

but listen to your heart

before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.

The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.

They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,

the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices that want to be heard.

So much to mention but you can't find the words.

The scent of magic,the beauty that's been

when love was wilder than the wind

NEWLY

2010-03-12T19:59:00.000-08:00

a new me..
a new beginning..
everythg shud be new in dis year..
hw shud i do 2 make myself new??
hehe..
change a new hairstyle?but i dare not..
change my inner side??but hw 2 change ler..
change 2 be vr obedient??change 2 be well-disciplined??
change 2 be focusing??
haha..i guess nobd wud bliv me tat i wil change into tat kind of person ba..
or mayb i shud change my lifestyle..
or attitude towards thgs around me..?
dis wud be a vr gud idea..
anyway,im learning to change..
n im thkin how..

lost of directions

2010-03-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

im getting myself out of any directions..feeling lost..
wat shud i do actuali??
haiz..i thk i had done a big mistake..

dis is my depression moment..
quite sad abt things tat happened around me recently..
being blacklisted..hv 2 confront v all those idiotic hypocrit ppl around me..n face all those shit nonsence..
stress which is imposed on me by school..teachers...
rili turn me into a diff person d..
obstacles r gettin me mad soon..

thkin back abt my past..
i rili missed tat time whn i was small..
whn i was in my previous sch..
tat moment is jz so relaxing n enjoyable~
haha..

wat past has passed..
i noe i shud nt dwell in my past d but to be tough~
i wun gv up so easily..
I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY STUDY..NO TIME FOR PLAYIN ANYMOR..
tats it..
wat shud i do now is gv myself time..( duno hw mn times shud i repeat dis..i rili nd time lo,haha )
out of mind..out of anythg tat buggin me..
hoping tat time wil cure..hehe..

k..so hope all my probs will be diminished in dis holiday..
yes..!! n im gonna pia again..~
* D heart~
(study hard)..hehe..
but life is nt jz abt study..
i wun be a nerd by d same time..blek~
OOYA..N BACKSTABBERS ALL MOVE ASIDE FROME ME..
I WIL IGNORE U ALL..
hehe..nite~

spring season

2010-02-06T21:03:00.001-08:00

kinda love dis spring..
love d tender wind..love d atmosphere..

hehe~esp can buy lots of stuff !! eat alot of biscuits..cookies..XXXXXXXX!!
YAHOO~HOORAY~
n hopefully can put down all my stress n problems temporarily ba~
all shoo~~v d wind tgh~blown~yes!!

i can"t wait!!muahaha~

gtg..tonnes of hmk waitin thr..TT~

INDEPENDENTLY ^^

2010-02-06T20:55:00.000-08:00

im MYSELF..
i belong to no one..
im just me..
ok??get dis??

im happy to be myself..
HEHE..

J-E-A-L-O-U-S

2010-01-14T04:03:00.000-08:00

jealousy has no cure..
sry 4 creatin so much jealousy~

i cnt stand heard u cryin 4 me..
nt worth 4 dis..u noe?
rili guilty~

nw i settled dis d..
but is dis d end of my probs or its jz d start?

hopefully i can get rid of dis vr vr soon..
RETURN MY HAPPYNESS BACK TO ME..

emo-ing

2010-01-05T05:08:00.000-08:00

kinda emo these days..
wats happenin..
y cnt thr be eternal happiness..
everytime lidis wan..sien~
evrtime i fall into a dilemma..
i hope tat cud be solved by an easier way..
sum1 plz lead me..

nono..i cnt be lidis anymor..
FOCUS ON MY STUDY FIRST..

chill myself up..zzz.~
hw pretty lame stuff its me..

u said u wun hurt me..
but nobd hurted me but oni u..
who r d one hurt me d most..

critical point

2009-10-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

whr is my critical point??
is thr whr i stood nw??

i thk yes..
altough dis is nt wat i hope..
when cn i regain my freedom bak??

i had been missing d past~~

dis is my way of releasing stress

2009-09-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

RELEASE STRESS??!!

D BEST WAY IS BY PLAYIN!!

erm..dis is 4 sum1 4 desired 2 appear on my blog owiz..

finally i fulfil his dream d...

here u r..

MING ANN IN L6 SC ALPHA :

who keep insistin tat he looks emo whn takin pic

but mmg looks emo la in dis pic

try 2 snatch my darling phone from me

c la..termenung thr

Kla..stop fooling around d la..

hope ming an wont mind..=p

My stress is released tat way!!

~story~

2009-09-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

i cn c a story in ur eyes:

.....
...........
after a long period of interaction between d oyster wif d pearl..
d oyster finally revealed the ugly thruth of d pearl one day..
it cn strongly feel tat d closer it gettin wif tat pearl..
d mor it doesn"t und it..
it even felt tat d pearl is a stanger..though their relationship might be close..
from d physical view..d pearl might looks perfect~
but thr"s lie another side of d pearl....
d pearl mayb cheatin on d oyster from d beginning~~
dissappointment of d oyster towards d pearl grows stonger day by day..
in d wake of dis..
d oyster found tat sands around it r important although they might be minor..
d sands actuali r those which rili care abt it..
d sincerity is true..though it nvr realise abt it b4..even neglectin them..
d oyster starts appreaciating them 4 owiz be thr 4 it..
decision plays in its mind..
it decides 2 walk out from d shadows of d pearl..
since d faith in d pearl ad fade..
it will step out from it..soon..
n will b managed 2 do so..
................
( adapted from xxxxxx)

no one und wat i typed i guess..
hehe~~

unexpected~

2009-09-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

erm..
im wonderin y dis year of secondary life gt lots of thgs tat i nvr expected??
so diff from wat i thought of owiz..
n lots of conflicts appear following dis..

ARGG!!
I WNA HAV FUN FOR DIS 2 YEARS DE LE..

love is selfish,but.....

2009-08-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

he owiz said so...
she guess he wont noe..
everytime whn he said such thgs 2 her..
she rili rili feel sry~
he is too kind 2 her...
but then she........

lots of apologise in her mind....
"im sry..sincerely... "
though he dun lk 2 hear dis from her..
n i hope tat u cn 4gt abt me..asap~
sumday he will und..she hopes..

1st batch 的心酸

2009-08-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

hate 2 be 1st batch of form 6 students helding colloquim..
gt a feeeling tat we r d WHITE MICE..
讨厌的臭政府好搞不搞。。。。
搞什么鬼colloquim..
超麻烦的。。。。
sien..blank of ideas~~

ps:rili no mood nw~~
sry 4 d mix up of my rojak language..
只想要发泄发泄而已。。

because

2009-08-24T08:51:00.000-07:00

because i gt lots of consideration..
because u r too fame....
because of her...
because.....
because.....
because of too mn becauses..

grrr~~

2009-08-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

my monthly test result sux!!
1st time getting such a terrible result~
(nearly fail"s result)

form 6 rili tough..
n d way 2 achieve my target nd 2 undergo thru a lot of obstacles~
i wna continue dis~
n my entuasism towards it wont fade..

they however advise me 2 go 4
a fully sponsored-nursing courses at SEGi u~~
so..wat shud i do nw???

hazy~

2009-08-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

oh god...
i hate tat hazy condition nw..
make me feel lk wna slp all d time..
lidat hw 2 stud o?
exam reaching soon...die~~~

S.O.R.R.Y

2009-07-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

haiz..
2day reject a person mercilessly..
rili feel bad~
rili sry 4 him..

hopefully it"ll be fine soon..

debate-ing

2009-07-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

hu...
finally my debate title revealed..
damn crazy title...
"cloned human shud be rationalised"..
wat d hell??

no choice lor..wat 2 do?
thr"s no way end but to continue dis journey~
since tats d last round..
try my best lo^^
btw..loss or win isn"t important..
jz 4 fun..yea!!

累。。。

2009-06-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

好累。。
念中六真的很累。。。。
我什么时候才会有多余的时间？？？？
忙碌。。。。忙碌。。。。忙碌。。。。
要出街都已厌倦了~~

知足就好

2009-06-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

不知道大家會不會有這樣的感覺...　
其實任何事都一樣
總是繞了一大圈之後又回到了最初的自我＠ˇ＠
所以人更應該懂得知足..
而不是無止尽的追求深不見底的慾望　
有時候最簡单..最原始的..最初的或許才是最好...
有些人或許常常在抱怨自己不夠快樂　不夠幸福　不夠富有　
但其實你跌到谷底的時候不滿足，飛到雲端還是會不滿足...
任何喜怒哀樂都是你的回憶...
跌了跤也好　
遇到挫折失敗也好　
回頭看看自己的原點　
那最簡單的生活　其實並沒有那麼糟
對吧？＝ˇ＝